Well it has been a year since I posted anything on my blog. It was about a month ago that I got an email asking if I wanted to renew my subscription. I thought about it and for some reason couldn’t let it go. I came up with the name for the blog just kind of out of nowhere and it really stuck with me. I feel like sometimes we get an information download from the universe whether we we are trying to or not. I feel that way about writing music too. I can go for months and be so non creative it feels. Then all of a sudden the words just start flowing.. strange how that works. Well I haven’t been sitting around doing nothing for the last year. I have been busy with my daughter, my work, my animals, trying to keep my house clean (with my animals thats a full time job). This past year my mom has also been dealing with a lot medically and I help her when I can. I play my guitar when time permits. I always wish there was more time. I’m working in recovery room part time. I like the part time because it gives me two days usually during the week to do what I need to do. Here lately its been giving me time to write a little music. I cherish every moment that I get to be in my living room with my dogs asleep on the couch while I Play and just zone out from the pressures of daily life. 🙂 I had a lot of years of stress and hell sitting in traffic, working 5 days a week and it really was doing nothing for the creative spirit that lives inside of me. I feel I’ve finally achieved a little balance.
My daughter had Spine surgery last year, that was a huge event. I’m thankful and I feel so blessed that she is doing well. She is actually growing straighter now and I pray things continue to do well. I probably don’t talk about Hannah enough. She is probably the best thing that could have ever happened to me in my life here. She surprises me daily how mature she is and wise for her age. Hannah is a very intuitive, empathetic little girl. She reads me like a book sometimes and it amazes the hell out of me. She is a lover of animals and just a light being for anyone who gets to know her. Several years ago when she was a baby and we were going through such hard times with her feeding issues, and sensory problems. I thought that life was going to be a struggle for years to come. Little did I know she would blossom into such a smart, beautiful young lady. I can’t say it enough. I am blessed!
I have been thinking about new things to post on the blog and I finally figured out how to get videos on here and not just the link for them. I’m rather technologically challenged. I can type really fast but thats about it. 🙂 I want to share videos of people that I admire and that inspire me. I started listening to youtube videos and ted talks back when I was working at a desk job. It was not a fun job, but allowed me time to learn from different people things about health, spirituality, music, and diet. I love to learn about what works. I’m highly inspired by the vegan diet. I get a lot of criticism for it, but it doesn’t stop me. I see that people thrive and do well on a more plant based diet in this day and time. Those are some of the videos I want to share. I have become a recipe nut. I love to learn how to prepare healthy things and it makes me feel not only good for me, but also that I’m helping my little girl be healthier. I see so many children living on a fast food/processed food diet and it kills me. It kills me because It used to be me going to the drive throughs daily. At that time I was also in misery with my colitis, aching all over and not understanding why. I know that I can’t save everyone but I can certainly try to educate and inspire the people that are kind enough to read my blog. With change I feel its one person at a time, and one day at a time. I’ll stop rambling for now. Please stay tuned and I will update when I post new things. 🙂